When there is nothing else to do except try to find the words that sound so good inside your head, you will find yourself on the edge of desperation, striving to pull everything out everything you believe in on to the black and white caricatures we so loving call letters and words. Then, maybe, just maybe, you will have a glimpse of understanding of what it is like to be on the precipice of the life you want to live, only to have to wait even longer to live it.